i feel like everything that has happened here (drama and people-wise) is my fault..... everything slowly occurred after I joined the stream. so in a way, I feel like I'm the one to blame... even tho I am hardly involved in most of the problems... I mean like it occurs a lot in general, bad things happen when I'm around. and what's even worse is that I'll say that something bad will happen in a sarcastic tone, and then the next day it happens... there are even times where my dreams will predict bad things. what I'm trying to say is that I feel like I'm cursed.
