It sounds like another one of those posts where people say "I'M NOT PRETTY" just to get some positive feedback on their looks.
"people seem to hate me."
Why? Because of your Wallhammer meme? I don't care who you think is annoying, but you will make enemies no matter what. I can tell you right now that there are a lot more people who hate me than people who hate you.
But if some mean feedback from a meme calling someone annoying is enough to make you feel unimportant to the stream, I won't stop you. Just stop fishing for compliments with other memes immediately after.
There's my honest answer.