I'm not. He gave me a mind to think for myself and a mother to teach me all I know, He has blessed me so much, and I am very sorry that you don't know Him. The most comforting thought I have ever had, (and it's gotten my through a lot!) is that, no matter how bad things get, God, my LORD and Savior, is in control, and you, me and Joe down the street, will only live as long as He want us to. So every day I live is one day closer to meeting Him in Heaven, and Oh what a day that will be! If you go to a good church that teaches out of the King James Version of the Bible,(yes it makes a difference) , maybe one day you too will know the joy of knowing God, my LORD and Savior. Also, when referring to God, He, Him, His and all other pronouns are capitalized.