Focus on the good: not the bad.

but im trying to turn hate, pain, desspair, of his death into a bombardment of axol memes then he may go to the meme graveyard and then revive him through a second bombardment bringing him back. in short turn hate into joy and hope

And I wish you luck with that. But if it doesn’t end up succeeding, then that’s the way it’s gonna be. Life may not have the results we always want, but as I learned in elementary school: “You get what you get and you don’t throw a fit.”