JUST POSTING A GOOD SONG (IF YOU DON'T LIKE SAD SONGS DON'T LOOK AT THIS); Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach the me
That would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah, wanna die wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more their never done
Not enough not enough.
Ah, wanna die wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more their never done
Not enough not enough
When, I forget you, I'm all alone
Without a place to go but then
Played a mirror like a show
The past, I used to know a dream
Till I see every part of me,
Eyes of red, following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand
So don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are, when I'm dead
Ah, wanna die wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, Not enough
Ah, wanna die wanna die wanna die
But I still couldn't die with you by my side
Behind the days I spent
Alone afraid
Now you're here, to stay
(La la la la la la)
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain
We felt on that day
