yep of course, rejection. always the answer. the confidence in some people to confess that they got rejected is smaller than my PP when i was 10 years old.
i've been on the same path as you recently. and i know that you're jealous of those cute couples you see on social media. but all i want you to know is that you must take care of yourself and not self-harm. give yourself alone time to process your emotions and then you start meeting new people.
your thoughts are your reality. think about that.