my emotions are so hard to control. i'm such a selfish person oml I feel really anxious lately and a lot of what i've built here has fallen apart. some of you will recognize me, some of you will know it's me, but i just want to say that i made so much for myself here, had so many friends, and now it's all crumbling. I feel like shit about some of the things I've done. I've changed, people I know have changed, and it's just not the same anymore. im sorry to anyone who knows this is me and has been hurt by me in ANY WAY. I'm sorry. I'm just sorry.