or rage because i loss a ranked match

I sit in a dark room or closet alone over thinking my life choices, thinking about how if it was dead already this wouldn't have happened. but then anxiety comes in and say what if you die and everybody else would be sad. but then depression says no they would be happy that you died because your an annoying lol dumbf**k. serotonin comes in to say to depression no they would care if you died the would be really sad. anxiety asks what if they don't. ego says that sucks to be them. karma says that if they don't something bad will happen to them. meanwhile I'm trying to kept track of all my thoughts only to get more darker and deeper.

i knit stuff

okay

I attempt to KILL my siblings
(Joke)

lol

I talk with Sponge or watch AOT voiceover parodys-

-Nar

ok

Usual I would just try to calm down, Stop what you were doing and breathe in and out

ok, very normal way and its not crazy like the others.

If it ain’t broke don’t fix it, In other ways do that without altering anything

yeah

go on discord because apparently that helps

ok

I beat my mom

.

i draw but when i was allowed on discord i went on there and played obbies and talked to them usually abt s*x and drugs and other nsfw shit)

ok