so now im over here feeling f**ked up and wanting to die even tho i have no reason to it not going to prove anything its just going to say im "week" or a "cowerd" or maybe even a "runner" ....my adopted mom is alwase saying im going to end up like my real mom and i f**king hate it when she says that...she dosent care that i cut myself....she cannot see that im distancing my self from life i used to be so "happy" but now im giving up and i dont know if ill make it to high school AHH F**K .... IM GOING CRAZY AND NOBODY GIVES A DAMN