i wish i could do something more to help with all this madness. to everyone who wants to self-delete, plz don't. ik ppl say that a lot, but they truly mean it. and so do i. there will always be someone out there that cares about u. no matter how bad things may get, it will get better. it might take a bit of help, but things will get better. u r special, and u r loved. and there is a reason to live, even if it's hard to find. plz never give up.