me second letter to you my darling
"hello beautiful i hope your having a better day than i am...i just feel kinda f**ked up lately...like what if i cant come back? what would that do to you? that would mean me just...leaving you in the dust kinda maybe i was just a waste of your time, maybe i lead you on to this moment to just...leave you...does that make me a bad person? it makes me a horrible person, someone that couldn't be there for his own gf, the love of my life that had just slipped out of my hands...i dont understand this pain, im not complete without you and your not complete without me...that would mean leaving you uncomplete. could i ever do something like that? could i ever be such a bitch to leave his own gf because i "couldn't come back" would she ever forgive me? COULD she ever forgive me. because i know you would never leave me and i know that for a fact...you could never leave your friends. i cant take this easy on myself i just dont know what would happen if you lost me? i just dont want you breaking your promise cause i know i wont...but enough of the sad stuff i went to get ice cream today and i think you got me more addicted to milk XD nothing actually happened but i feel great ig and i hope your doing great to and this is my last msg to you just remember that this promise means a lot to me and i could never let you down like that and please dont let me down
love you
-marcus