Reason: My brother is in hospital and I'm not coping since he's not here. I'm barely eating or getting any sleep. Me and him are best-friend-siblings and I don't even know if he's ok. any mention of him will just make me more upset. I need laughter but I'm not even sure if I can laugh anymore. I've also been going a lot of stress for the past few days. and I can't even see my brother at all, the least I can do is call him, but if I even see any mention or photos of him in said hospital, I'll just get more and more depressed.