there's a lot of ✨strange✨ people at my school but I think I was one of the weird kids. I wasn't exactly unpopular or disliked, in fact, there was quite a few people that liked me but that was because I was such a doormat back then. if you want to know why I was "weird" I was obsessed with Pigeons. I still am, as you can see I capitalize the word "Pigeon" because I pretended to think that Pigeons are on the same level as Human beings. (ngl Pigeons are better than Humans in a lot of ways). also I had really tangled hair, lots of mental health problems, and I didn't take enough showers. I also hung out with weirdish people and I chose the wrong people to be friends with, and I think that kinda ruined my reputation a little with the teachers. I'm still weird now but in a different way. I wear a lot of black so I probably come off as emo, and I don't want to please people anymore so I'm no longer a doormat, my depression and anxiety is not as bad as it used to be but I probably have slight anger issues, and I say that because my parents have pointed out how I have such a violent edge nowadays.
if there's any "weird" people who are self conscious about themselves reading this I want to give you advice
screw what other people think, don't try to please other people and don't try to "fit in"
I know this is such common and generic advice but it's helpful
I tried to fit in but I still came off as weird to other people, and if you're upset about not fitting in with society don't be, because people who are "perfect" are boring af.