Look kid. I care. Other people care too. I here for you.
The thing is, only the thought of suicide does. In the end, you may be out of your pain but you'll be passing on your pain to the people who love and care about you. They may not seem like they care now, but they will care if you do commit suicide. I'd care too (not that it matters if I care, but I would. I don't want to see anyone commit suicide or try to commit suicide if I can at least try to prevent it. I may fail, but I'll try to keep you from it.)