:( I feel so bad for you.
I get what it feels like. I'm a non-binary bisexual and my mom thinks im living a life of nothing but sin. That hurts me so much.
I also was in the hospital for a month from January to Febuary and my anxiety was at its worst. I had multipule anxiety attacks. It hurt, phisiclly and mentally. I was depressed and stressed and thought i would never get out of that place. some days I was more energetic, hopefull. But I stayed storng and got out. I'm still sick but I'm home!
My anxeity is still pretty horrible.
Just stay strong, and I will get through it! I believe in you! <3