Hello all. I think I shattered/broke my kneecap on my very long walk today. Of course I am not 100% certain as I have not gone to the doctors/ER yet (........if I ever do. Iām really not in the mood to tell my parents that this happened as they would basically have to do everything regarding, well you know, and they arenāt the type of people to just drop everything that they are doing and help someone out unless it is life threatening things) but all I can say is I really hope that it is not broken/shattered. I was running FAST (I can run up to 15 mph) and tripped over a root and BAM!!!!! Went straight down on my knee and screamed and yowled for 5 mins straight. I even knocked out my ability to breath for a minuet or two. (Yes yes I know, Iām bleeping stupid. I shouldnāt have been running without knowing how to run properly plus I hardly if ever run) I can hardly move my right leg without searing pain shooting throughout it and I certainly cannot bend it. Looks pretty bad in the area too, all cut, bruised and swollen. But the good thing is, even though my leg is in a whole lotta pain, is that this isnāt the worst pain Iāve been in so thatās good. There have been two other times where I have been in worse pain when I simply wanted to kill myself because of the pain I was in.
So yeah, that was my day today........how was yours?