Torae can't be online today like yesterday, and my family is fighting, I can not be alone for even 5 seconds, I am feeling f**king depressed (Hell, even a little suicidal), and I think my step mom and my dad are breaking up, I am getting punished for my grades in school, and I just really f**king hate myself and my, and I don't want to tell my parents I am feeling suicidal because I don't f**king need or want help from some stupid person who considers themselves a "Doctor", and I just feel like everyone want's to kill me honestly.