It's not "disgusting", just as it isn't disgusting to have opposite sex attraction. It isn't unnatural or unholy, GOD made gays, gays. He looked down and thought, "There should be more than opposite sex attraction" so he made gays. Gays don't "decide" to be gay, it isn't against there morals. They can have internalized homophobia, but that is because it's hard to break out of the mold they had to be in. The only mold they wish to keep intact is the gay mold. Now please go and keep your outdated opinions quiet.