*Starts singing Bad Apple*
ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
now slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing and suddenly I see that I can't break free
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
they tell me who I am, who I was
uncertainly enveloping my mind til' I can't break free
and
maybe it's a dream
maybe nothing else is real
but it wouldn't mean a thing
if I told you how I feel
so I'm tired of all the pain
all the misery inside
and I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell me what to say
you can tell me where to go
but I doubt that I would care
and my heart would never know
If I make another move
there will be no more turning back
because everything will change and it all will fade to black
will tomorrow ever come
will I make through the night
will there ever be a place
for the broken in the light
am I hurting
am I sad
should I stay
or should I go
I've forgotten how to tell
did I ever even know
can I take another step
I've done everything I can
all the people that I see
I will never understand
if I find a way to change
if I step into the light
then I'll never be the same
and it all would fade to white
*cue music break*
ever on and on
I continue
circling with nothing but my hate
in a carousel of agony
til' slowly I forget
and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly I see
that I can't break free
I'm
slipping through the cracks
of a dark eternity
with nothing but my pain
and a paralyzing agony
to tell me who I am
who I was
uncertainly enveloping my mind
til' I can't break free
and
maybe it's a dream
maybe nothing else is real
but it wouldn't mean a thing
if I told you how I feel
so I'm tired of all the pain
all the misery inside
and I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell me what to say
you can tell me where to go
but I doubt that I would care
and my heart would never know
if I make another move
there will be no more turning back
because everything will change and it all will fade black
if I make another move
if I take another step
then it all will apart
there'd be nothing of me left
if I'm crying in the wind
If I'm crying in the night
will there ever be a way
will my heart return to white
can you tell me who you are
can you tell me where I am
I've forgotten how to see
I've forgotten if I can
If I open up my eyes
there will be no more going back
because everything will change
and it all will fade to black.....
my mental state is declining. I've been staying up late at night, on my computer. refusing to get out of my pajamas, and taking showers 3 times a week. I smell like sweaty preteen, and my life SUCKS right now.