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EVEN THERAPISTS SAY I NEED MEDICATION I AVOID IT, THOUGH, BECAUSE I'M SCARED TO TAKE IT AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS A LOADED GUN THAT'S FULL OF DOUBTS AND MEMORIES TO OVERCOME? AND I COMPLAIN ABOUT 'EM WHEN THEY SHOOT AT ME BUT I KNOW TRUTHFULLY I LIKE TO LOAD 'EM UP AND LET 'EM (BANG NOISES) THAT'S SO SAD TO SEE, THAT'S SO SAD TO SEE, I NEED HELP THEY TALK PASSIVELY, THEN COME AFTER ME BY MYSELF LOST THAT HALF OF ME, GOD, THERE HAS TO BE SOMEONE ELSE DON'T FEEL BAD FOR ME, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M LONELY NO, I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE WHO'S LONELY TONIGHT NO, I CAN'T BE THE ONLY—