its dark. LiKe mY SouL.

Calm down.
Your soul is fine, you just hide it.
Mine on the other hand, well I think I lost it a few years ago.

*wheeze* i'm just joking chill out lmao. why dp you thnk i made the font all SqUigGlY

*do

People like to joke about their problems as if they aren't serious. It's a normal coping mechanism.

my problem isnt that i have a dark soul or whatever shitz- hell is there even such thing as a soul- b u t - my heart is always hurting, actually i'm just hurting. maybe i need to go to the dOcTeR. get a TheRapiSt they say. VeNt tO mE they say. ChEeR uP they say. *sighs* like, f**k this man, f**k everything. we're just here, living a life we don't know why we have, we're just here yk. and its like.... im alive... but im dead. im alive but im dead yk?

i just realized i accidentally slightly vented to you. sorry abt that.

Never, EVER apologize for venting to me. It's what I'm here for.

I don't want to sound like some crazy evangelist moron, but have you considered Christianity? It's my reason to live, maybe it would work for you too.

thank you :) means a lot. and same to you.

you don't sound like a moron lmao- thing is im not religious. like, at all. um, i'm not an atheist, but i'm pretty sure i'm agnostic. i don't live for god or Jesus or whatever, but that doesn't mean i don't respect them. and if you see that i'm moderating a stream called "Christ followers," i have no idea why the f**k- so... also if you don't know what being agnostic is just google it.

I'm familiar with agnosticism, have a few friends in my life and such. I try to tread very carefully around the subject of religion as churches get a bad rep nowadays, especially with the LBGTQ community.
And yes, there are those people who stand in the street and yell at people that they are SINNERS and they need Jesus because I SAID SO with my BULLHORN...
I'm rambling aren't I. Just... don't expect any given mindset from a self proclaimed, "Christian" Could be a nice cinnamon roll who wants to make your life happy, could also be a very insensitive someone with no social skills. I think I'm a bit of both.
Hope you find something to live for, Osu out! *smoke bomb*

I live for my friends -c- Slade, Camel, Sponge, Scrub, Halfwhit, Drizzy, Bagel, Suga, Plrent. I have people -v- and I'm okay with having a small reason to live. You do you lol, and thanks for your help :)

youre souls fine lmao-

yeah i know -_-

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