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HI Heaven_Official; I'm sorry that I did not see this earlier.

How are you doing?

I’m doing really fine now...

I'm glad to hear that; but just to be sure, do you still feel that you're at fault for your grandmother's death?

I still have a little bit of depression... I Kind of feel like It’s my fault... but I know that She’s in a better place

Do you mind if I ask you why you feel that you're at fault?

I haven’t visited her... I Got About a few C’s in my grades... I feel like I let her down

So, as a result of you getting C's you were barred from visiting your grandmother?

No... I told her that I would Go to college with good grades and good SAT and ACT Scores... Right now I’m doing really fine...

OK. Heaven_Official, if you are feeling more badly about this please let me know.

What I can tell you is that while there is always a possibility us being the faulting factor, however, we do not know the future. You must have felt that. had you done a little better, worked a little harder, or spend a little more time studying you would have been there.

But again, we do not know the future; and, had you, your parents, and your siblings known that her time is imminent, all of you would have made sure that you're all there before its too late.

Finally, I don't know if you believe the Bible, but given your screen name, please allow me to share the following verse:

27 And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:
- Hebrews 9:27

Your grandmother was destined to die that day and hour; you are more more at fault than anyone else in your family.

Thank you for caring
May god be with you...

You're welcome. God bless you too, Heaven_Official.