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I am just gonna read my book about child murderings and try to figure out a response to this.

You can't compare yourself to a different person with a different life. Or you'll end up regretting your own choices which didn't feel wrong until you saw that other guy.
Which means you're never wrong, as long as you don't accept someone else's standards as your own.

I need time to think now.
Which will be tomorrow.

I know.
I didn't know all this 45 seconds ago, so I have to think too.

i can relate to this-

You can actually understand it...

yeah
you look at someone else and think i want what they have not realising you have that and more

Y e s . That's precisely the effect that shit.

ive done it before in an relationship,one that i am in