h

I feel like I might vomit out of panic.

Vent poem making isn't helping..

Do nothing for a while, except for breathing.
S t o p T h i n k i n g .

They're just..

I just can't get the courage.

The courage to do w h a t ¿

To tell my ex that I want to love them, but I'm so f**king scared of love. I'm afraid of it.

I know how that feels. . .
But you gotta be with them first, talk about unrelated stuff, waste time, and just chill out with them before you'll feel right confessing.
Just don't talk or think about the relationship for a bit.

I can't change the subject, they're pushin' it..

give me there user and ill talk to them

I don't think they want attention.

well can i know it incase i know them?

Then you gotta talk another time, really.
It's no good pushing when one person isn't feeling alright, it might worsen things.
T a k e T i m e .

Im so sorry-

It's alright, den. You could talk whenever ya want to.

https://open.spotify.com/track/1almCHdsfikRPfVB9VrEdT

*hugs* lay down,close your eyes,and listen to a song called private suit

Ok.

its extremely relaxing but it makes me cry because personal reasons