PLEASE HELP IM -

HH HOW DO I DO THIS HOW PLEASE HELP I WANNA SAY YES BUT IN REALITY I WAS ALWAYS SO SCARED TO DATE AGAIN AFTER TRAUMA AND I WANT TO SAY `YEAH I LIKED YOU AND STILL DID SECRETLY` BUT YOU KNOW SHIT AINT GONNA GO WELL SO YOU SIT DOWN WONDERING IF YOU GO WITH YOUR HEART OR WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND I WANT TO MAKE THEM REALLY HAPPY CAUSE I MADE THEM CRY FOR NEARLY 3 YEARS AND ITS MY FAULT THEY'RE SO UNHAPPY AND SHY AND MENTAL AND I JUST WANNA SAY `` Shh it's fine, I'll be there for you`` WITHOUT LOOKING LIKE A DUMBASS PLEASE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS

Do you know what you want from this relationship? Or is it just about not wanting to hurt the other person?

I want their happiness more than anything else from them. I want their smiles and I want their happy self again. I've made them so toxic and so angry, depressed, upset. All I ever wanted was to be the light of their world. To be the reason why they're still alive.

Sweet. You know there's such a thing as positively staying away from a person you love, right? I've done that.
It's too damn difficult, but we can't get attached to people like that. Being together isn't the only thing you do in love, sometimes you gotta stay away from 'em too.

Mhm.. They aint respondin' yet, but I just need a quick moment. My head hurts. hhh

Just don't stress out. Don't overthink it.

Mhm.. Ok. Thank you.

just be yourself

And being myself lead to them being so traumatized they broke up with me 4 times.

if they don't like you for you then they're not for you

But they're saying that they still love me, and I want to believe that - i do, but I might just hurt them instead even more.

whats your heart say

`` MY F**KING GOD I CANT FUNCTION LIKE THIS- I MEAN, I DO LIKE YOU AND I WANNA ACCEPT YOU BUT OUR 4 BREAKUPS WERE SO HARSH AND I DONT WANNA HURT YOU AGAIN SO PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO RESPOND WITH - ``

just follow your heart

Mhm. Yeah, I confessed to them. They didn't respond.

just give it time

They said they loved me.

I just.. I dunno how to say it back.

Only you can figure that out

The 4th time? Nah, find someone else. trust me i know.

Man, it's so hard.

I STILL love them.. but they're so complicated.

Im out of their league. I'm just not perfect enough.

Not for them.

no one is perfect,just be you,if they dont love you for you then they dont love you at all

But I want to impress them. Be like them. I idolize them. But I hurt them all those years ago.. and I don't have the courage to just say yes or no.

*rusb your head* ive hurt people too and dont love someone who cant love you back,its painful trust me

Honestly, I dont know a lot about love, but from everything I have seen, both internet and reality, just be you, go with what you think is right, and dont make it just about you, or just about them

I think I made them feel weird and they might hate me, but i just ,, a---

Oh, then I suggest talking with them, saying "Hey, I feel like I made u feel wierd, is there any way i can make it up" something like that,

..Ok. I'll TRY that.

tell them no,if it didnt work out 2 times it wont work the third,let alone the forth

Don't GWT back together

It's kinda hard when you want to be nice but know the truth, m8.

Yea

Get*

Hmmm.