thing about that is
Im not able to be touched
*whispers* lemme let you in on a secret, I am like 0.000000001% more vulnerable when a girl I like is trying. but if Ik they don't like me back, or I know they're trying to make me fail, then that vulnerability doesn't drop at all. by like I mean, "like in that way" which already rules out like 99.9999999999999999999999999999% of the girls in the stream.