I don't know if I should, but I don't wanna live like this

Whoa hey, what's going on?!

I make horseshoes for the local amish, in return they give me firewood in the winter and chickens in the summertime. Recently I've been slouchy and just sad that I did nothing with my life. I feel like I'm driving myself to literal insanity, Its not all that either. I also feel like everythings been done already and theres nothing left to do, I've built a church, barn, 3 sheds, and a house, yet there's nothing left to do. Other events in my life have happened that I don't like conversating about made me this way. Thank you.

Well then try something new! There's always something left to do. If worse comes to worse, you can always use your skills for other craft. If you can make horseshoes, you can damn well make other things. And that's the tip of the iceberg

Well how am I supposed to get through the winter without any firewood?

What kinda place has internet and no heating elements?

Anywho, there's really only one more month of winter anyway. I'm legitimately confused; what kinda area do ya live in?

Deleware, tropical, and I have an electric generator and pay no bills cause its mine! A gothic revival home. I have a few wells and pay the internet bill