long story

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Damn bro..... hope your okay.

no it's a really bad time.

Right now I'm hiding in a public bathroom at 18% and I can never see them again or they'd kill me

*huggos* well frick

would you like to hear what happened?

Sure

Well for context I go to a community college nearby. Last week a few of the people in my friend group started a small party because we were allowed to go back to college again. I have a really bad wifi so my grades dropped and my professors are just dickheads in general who gave me a 0 because I got logged out of a test once because of my internet.

I was glad to be back and finally get my life back together. I have never been drunk before so I might have drank a little bit too much. And by a little bit I mean a lot. It made me feel warm but I was hammered and crazy and doing random shit around the bar. There was this other girl who was drunk too and one thing led to another and I was at her dorm drunk and about to have sex for a one time thing.

I sobered up enough to see that when she took off her pants she wasn't a girl. She had a dick. I also realised we were Underage and I could get into serious trouble. continued because I'm out of space

so I told him we shouldn't have sex and he just goes wild. He tells me to f**k his "boypussy" which looked pretty gross. I realised just how much deep shit i was in and tried to run. Then the guy goes apeshit crazy and starts to beat me up and peeing on me. I'm not a fit guy so I couldn't defend and i shomehow got out. I feel like shit and go back to my parents house and shower and go online. the last thing I see is some edgelord making a "heil hitler n-word" meme. I close my computer in disgust and go back to bed and cry.

the next day my DM's which are usually empty because nobody knows me is flamed with hate messages of people calling me trash. I checked what happened and the dude apparently called me a sexist piece of trash. He said he identifies as a woman and looks like one but he never actually transitioned. I'm not sexist. I just want this shitshow to be over because my life already sucks. I went to college the next day and got ganged up by a literal group of girls (again I'm not strong) and they report me. I got called to the administration and they suspended me for being "hateful" and trying to take advantage of another student being drunk (we were both hammered). I'll admit I did a lot of bad things and could have handled this better but at that point I just wanted to get out of this mess. I considered killing myself because of that but didn't do it because I'm too much of a wimp to do anything about it.

Well I mean, you could call her she. It can only help the situation. Don't make it worse.

I know, but I only saw her once and when i was on my way to apologize that was when I got beat up. If I go to a hostel id run out of money and if I look for a job they'd see the twitter posts and reject me. and then im being a useless f**k on the internet trying to make people feel sad for me. god fuxkinng damit. maybe i really should kill myself. at least then my life won't be as shitty because ill be f**king dead.

When I woke up I had breakfast and wanted to go outside and hide in a bush and wait for things to calm down until at least next week. In the afternoon my parents came to me like they found out I was a serial killer and they were furious. Someone called my parents to tell them I was a sexist and a rapist and they flamed me without giving me a chance to talk. I swore I didn't do anything wrong. Then they told me they took my computer (which dissapeared yesterday) to the IT support and they found the last page i was on was the Cringey "heil hitler" meme. They told me to get the f**k out of my house and I ran away crying.right now I'm in a toilet stall wondering how I got here.

My phone is at 6% now. My life sucks.

How old are you? Don't answer if you feel uncomfortable, it can help me with how I think parents will react.

17.

Do your parents seem very strict?

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Yeah...

RIP I have a bad feeling

S a m e

wait what user is this

I don't remember. No one I knew well

Y tho