Just bringing some good news to the stream!!! Oh I also came out to my mom!! <3

nice!

Glad ya are

YAY! ^w^

lucky
i just got covid not too long ago

Get well soon :)

thx

YEA :D

I'm happy for you :)

Yay!

Yay! :3

Welp. I have it. :l

Oof

and now its like I wanna kill myself because

1. I cough to much
2. I cant f**king breathe
3. It ties into my depression
4. I'm isolated for so many weeks
5. I still have to go to f**king school
6. My family members are freaked out and can't deal with ONE small thing
7. Life sucks already

Yeah, my mom almost died!! But I can't be too sad cuz my situation could've been MUCCCHHH worse

I feel like I'm dying.

That's cuz you are!! It's trying to kill you!! But don't worry you should recover just fine ^_^

...the fu-

That's the whole point in a Virus. It kills you to stay alive like a parasite!!! But the human body is awesome and fights it hard so you should recover just fine!! ^_^

.

...All that did was prompt me to just let the virus win and me commit suicide. :I

Not funny... Don't be sarcastic. Suicide isn't FUNNY. I knew a kid who killed herself and Someone close to me in my family tried to kill themself and I'm lucky they're still alive. It's NOT FUNNY. If you're gonna act like a piece of shit and your excuse be that you depressed then you need to shut the f**k up, Grit your teeth, get off your ass, and get help. Because I KNOW the therapy and meds work and self-diagnoses is stupid. There's help and if you're not willing to even try to get it then you need to leave me alone cuz I've had enough people try killing themself for a lifetime.

Im not trying to be "sarcasic" and since when do you think a stupid helpline does, and i already never answer my therapists questions, and obviously I have no point of living. You want some deep shit mate? Do you? Fuch it I'll givit to you anyway because I don't care.

I was a bloody miracle. I came with no purpose. I STILL yet ponder on why I want to keep myself alive. Probably YOU need help understanding a person's ACTUAL feeling when they f**kin say it.

All the helpline does is tell you "don't do it you have so much to live for"
SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR MY ASS

Yes. Iv'e watched dozens of my family members die, either suicide, or passing. My bestfriend literally killed himself in the middle of a match in csgo when we constantly told him not to, and that he wasn't fighting alone, we failed, I sat for the rest of the night sat up on my bed, almost wanting to rip my own hair out.

sucks, yknow?

did all of em. none helped. I know you don't like me saying this but still.

You should get help. I have a few suicide prevention tactics and websites I can show you from when my cousin tried to kill herself. It's very close to home so sorry if I made you worse. I get awkward and nervous around suicidal people because it's a very personal subject to me. I don't mean to seem rude or uncaring. sorry.

Unlike pnemonia or however you say it, anyway life f**king sucks, make horseshoes for the amish

I'd rather just sit and wait to get pneumonia at this point because it's another reason for me not to go to school

Its worse than the virus, it feels like a f**kin knife is in your throat. You actually have to push yourself to cough. You don't want that do you?

Well If you like knives or guns as your best friend, like me, I clearly see some resemblance. :/

Both, and if you wore all black toe to head then yes

U don sey?

Yes I do say

I dunno, you tell me.

It is for yourself to find who you are

leel

Lel

If it's either death or outta school, I say f**k it.

Well I learned this a long time ago, what do you think you're worth in life?

A lot of times that's actually normal.
Black is one of my few favorite colors

Turquoise is mine, I painted my house that color too

U don sey u sey? :O

I do say I say

Leel

Wanna mem chet

U don sey u sey u sey? :OO

Lel

okey

Ya know how?