yeah i never did this before and i see doubt is already knocking at my door, and i'm already lying and crying on the floor,yeah i think i'll never be anything but i gotta keep trying to shot for something, and everyone has already become something,yeah i'm worry'ed about my future and that i'm going to become a loser, and i try to keep my self to together but it bother because it gets so much harder, well ya see my future doesn't really matter to me but i just want to bring honer to my family. [ this is the best i could do. i know it sucks so no need to tell me]