I don't even know what I did to deserve it

Please help because I'm starting to believe what there saying and I feel trapped

hey, im there for you, ok?

Thanks it's just really hard I don't know what I did to deserve it

i get it tho lol
(also dont mind the lol's theyre a habit, im not laughing at you)
you didnt do anything, youre not the one thats responsible, they are. They're changing and so are you, but its not your fault, ok?

thanks I'm glad I know somebody cares

sure, np (:

if they really think this. they arent your friends, and if they arent your friends, their opinions dont really matter

Yeh but I tried to ignore them once and they wouldn't leave me alone and when it was just me and them in a room they let's just say did unpleasant stuff

omg...
*hug*
i dont really have any friends irl either lol, we're just "hangout buddies"
ive asked them if they would care if i ran away, and then flat out said "i wish you would"
and welp ya know what i did?
i didnt run away, and stayed JUST because they told me to they wanted me gone
my point is, dont listen to them, alright?

Well your hangout buddies shouldn't have said that because from my experience your a really good person and I try not to listen to them but it's hard

nah i mean i listen to them and thats fine, you can always listen to them, as long as you know that what they say isnt true

I don't wanna listen to them I just want it all to stop

have you told your parents about it? Or anyone else you trust?

I tried to tell my parents but they won't believe me because my parents and my "friends" parents are friends and my parents don't believe that they would do that

oh.... that makes sense....
hm, do you have a phone?

No

damn....
are there any teachers that you can talk to maybe?

Well I would if I was able but I haven't been allowed back in school and I'm afraid that if I try to talk to them on like zoom my parents would hear and call me a liar

*Then

Nobody believes me when I tell them