Ok, I know this first started out as a I-can't-believe-other-people-feel-this-way type of post, but do you need some help? I don't mean it in a bad way it's just that when I want to be genuinely happy, I help out others on the internet who need it. I just do it cause it helps me and other people feel better, and if you want I can help you. (Note: sorry if i have bad grammar or english because it's my second language.)