eh why not tell u guys about me

hello my name is lileigh ingersoll. im 12 years old and have been through a lot as a newborn i was dignosed with cancer and luckly lived (yaay) and my dad divorced my mom as soon as i was born. my brother likes to tease me saying i was a mistake and thats why our dad divorced her so im usally thinking i was the reson they divorced and i should die and maby they will be happy and get back together. um at the age of 3 i was a witness to kill my guini pig died right infront of me i watched her take her last breath. and at the age of 4 my brother tryed to run me over with a go-cart and at the age of 5 my brother tryed to drown me (i know hes so awsome) and to this day he still tries to do that and my dad and my stepmom verbally abuse me and my brothers physically abuse me. and thats why i sometimes want to die and just a few years ago i have found out that i have depression but i wont tell my parents cause im scared on what they will say so yeah.um i think thats it um yeah thats my life story not a nice life story but hay it is what it is again i left out a few things but yeah bye! oh and at the age of 2 my grandpa smaked me so i had to be intaregated be people and i had to like completly leave the house and i also saw him try to strangle my mother amd it was scary i still have nightmeres and i also heard my dog get shot and those 2 memories are the ones that keep u up at night

omg...
thank god you lived (:
I WANT TO F**KING KILL YOUR BROTHER
anyway (:
your life has a purpose you just havent found it yet, please dont commit...

i sometimes try but i always fail so i think god tells me to live

my name is said like lilly but spelled different lol

Mmk well first 3 things:
1. I'm glad you lived through cancer :)
2. Your brothers are f**kwards
3. Don't commit sucide please. . .

My advice:
So I think a lot of people have been in situations like yours. Meaning a lot of people are sucidal. But heres the thing...you have made it this far, try to go a little farther? Try to find a pillar to ground you. My pillar is music, my best friends/friends, MSMG, you, and the fact that if I die other people I care about will to. They are how I am breathing, I would be dead by now if I hadn't found MSMG...your pillars could be NF, MSMG, friends, pets. Another thing is sucidal people often think they have no purpose. No one really HAS a purpose, you need to simply find a purpose. Right now your purpose could be staying alive. I understand it's not always easy to look on the "bright side" but try to think about the good things that might come out in the future.

Also if you die I will be very sad OnO Your a good peron ;0

thank you i needed that :)

np..............cutie ;P

sorry lmao- now i just do that to annoy you XD

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

lmao sorry oop-

its fine you are the only one that can call me that understand ;)

O//-//O

XD

OMG I feel soooo sooo sorry for you and yet I'm upset about having pocket and bedrock edition for minecraft and not java! I should really learn to appreciate what I have I just really hope that you end up having a good life soon and find something good to cheer you up, and staying on that topic, maybe ask your mom for a cat, (if you're not allergic) to cheer you up. I request you get a calm cat. Bombay cats are very affectionate, and calm, and dont have many allergens so yeah. Also, does your mom allow what your brother does? Because if she does you need to have a SERIOUS talk with her.

well i think im good on pets i have 6 dpgs and 2 cats at my real moms house and 1 cat and 1 dog at my stepmoms house. my real mom has talked to my dad bout it but my stepmom doesnt care nor my real dad

I'm assuming everything you've said is true.
Never end your own life. Suicide is not a viable option.
Stay strong and keep going.

everything is true and tank chu

Welp damn lass.

is that a bad thing? a good thing? help

I mean idk wht 2 say.
But like u need 2 talk 2 some one hmu anytime and most of the time I'm online. But need 2 go offline cause screen time now. Get some sleep k?

fine ill get some sleep

Did u sleep?

yes lol

Ok good!

i was just cranky lol

Understandable lol

lol

so how ru?

wouldnt let me reply but good

Holy crap bro if you ever need anybody let me know i have felt the same way and fortunatley dug myself out of that hole, again, if you need to talk to somebody let me know

I can barely understand this because of the spelling (no offence)

Maybe you should try getting spellcheck or autocorrect

oh sorry im really sorry

Just saying, I can't really read it

its fine

I can do my story

ok. i tryed to fix it but i dont feel like doing my story over again so i just put the spell fix or whatever you want to call it in the comments so yeah hope those help and sorry again

You can copy and paste and fix the errors

true wow im stupid

i finished the fixing so you can reread it if you want

ok

:O

why the shocked experesion?

nothingi thought i had been thrugh hell

iv been through worse i just left it out

yeah. some people think im ok now but im still extremley traumatized ive left some stuff out when i tell people my life story

OMG thats f**ked up your bro is smh

ok im like really stupid and my brain is no working right now but um i forgot what smh means omg im so stupid

shaking my head

IM SO STUPID im going to die in a hole now bye

no dont

-_- boi

Oh

You should contact DCF

oh wut?

Its great and sad

thats me :') im great half the time and sad the other half

Oh

._.

*huggos*

*hugs back*