Or we could give up i say we give up

I'm not stopping you from feeling anything

Maybe I'm trying to act normal because I don't want people freaking out completely

You have a point tho

I'm just saying, your awfully calm for a person who is supposed to be in dire pain

Well I'm sorry I'm speaking to calmly for someone who FEELS LIKE I'M LITERALLY F**KING DYING RIGHT NOW AND I'M SCARED FOR MY LIFE BUT TRYING NOT TO LET IT SHOW TOO MUCH

What??

Uhm... Long story

I have time.

I uhm... could've died last night..? Idk how else to explain

What happened?

No, How'd you almost die

HOW DID YOU ALMOST DIE?!

AND WHY THE ABSOLUTE F**K WASN'T I INFORMED OF THIS
?!

Long story.

Idk-

Bear attack, heart attack?

First one no, second one probably not.

How do I explain it...

Animal attack, sickness?

Not an animal attack

More like
A very intense pain? My lungs hurt more than usual(motherfuçking-) and my heart basically stopped for a second? Also my stomach and eyes hurt like hell

I swear imma have an anxiety attack trying to explain this

Ok then

It hurt like fuçking hell

I tried to stop breathing and that hurt and I tried to breathe in any way possible and that hurt. That was sooooo fun (sense my sarcasm?)

Yes, I sense your dumbass sarcasm

Ouch that hit me right in the emotions-

I tHoUgHt YoU dIdN't HaVe EmOtIoNs

Hence the sarcasm. Sometimes I don't make it as obvious.

But that did hit me mentally.

Thats moreso believable, but if you are indeed dying and shit. For the love of God call 911.

I'm not exactly comfortable with my location being tracked thank you very much-

Ah yes, so you would rather die than have people know that you exist and need caring for?

Yeah kinda-

I mean
I don't really care if I die because my suffering will end
but
I also want to stay alive for the stream's sake

If you won't call 911 for yourself cause you don't want to. Call 911 for the sake of the people in this stream who cares about you.

That's why I'm hesitant to

I don't want to, but I half want to for the sake of the people on the stream. Idk anymore and I'm panicked

She does this everytime

Sorry for my incompetence but wdym

Could I please be a moderator for the MS_memer_group

I basically dont care anymore

I'm almost at that point too

(Y) same

The f**k is happening

Typing not speaking

Pardon?

I’d still type normally like I do if I was in pain

If I was dying, I would like to say goodbye, and then shut off my phone, close my eyes since I refuse to call 911 cause Spire reasons. And wait to f**king die.

Your personality is like, the opposite of Spire's.

True that

Define

I mean, it’s true

No, what is my personality. Cause in all honesty. I have swaped between too many to give a f**k about them.

A happy paradox for lack of better words

Ah I see

Yea

Lmao. No seriously. I dont see what your getting at

Like, serious happy but also neutral.

But im confused, so I'm done talking about this shit and I'm gonna head back to doing my own crap

Aight