Or during the day

I'm growing depressed and suicidal trying to stop others going depressed and suicidal, just gimme a break

Same

ikr

Today was the first day I felt really depressed. Probably because I felt like a jerk to swift sheep

I just feel it cuz the amount of problems and brainwork required to get people back to normal like a bone fide therapist drains me really bad

It's hard. It really is

I'm starting to ask myself why I insert myself into situations I could just walk away from

I'm starting to ask myself why I'm even here

Yea... I care so much
I feel like I just pulled myself out of me to give it to others

Yeah. I feel like I shouldn't even care about myself and should only care about others

worst part is that it hurts more when they don't
A) Care back
B) or worse, don't even notice

Yeah. My best is never good enough

It's really depressing, really, spending all your mental energy and then putting on a mask saying "haha, im fiiiinnnne"

It is. Then when you try your hardest to help people you care about then they ignore everything you say

IKR heck sometimes you waste your energy and then they ask "wtf is wrong with you" you really want to virtually slap them

Oh-k
two things
A) Don't name names (we dont need that rn)
B) Yea I hate how much effort I waste yet keep doing

Sorry about that

I just can't anymore. It's like when i finally let my feelings out people either

1 don't care
2 someone else wants to kill themselves
3 i feel bad because I let my feelings out to the wrong person at the wrong time

1) i hate that
2) yea they start blaming themself, what did they do?
3) I'd love to talk bout certain people, but in DMs not publicly

Nvm I'm about to try and help flamy

okie if you need help just ask me

You can dm me. I have Time and don't feel completely awful rn

o k i e

Or during the day
Permission to change the title to that too

Ikr

why do you want people to be depressed during the day tho

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