Thats a lot of emotion to get out in one image. I know you prob expect people to refute almost everything you saw, and sugarcoat everything, but at the same time you likely want validation. So what I'm going to tell you is this. Talk to someone. Could be a friend, a teacher, or a professional. But saying what you need really takes a weight off your shoulders. Spilling your anger onto random people on the internet is ok sometimes, but not usually. So this is my advice. You can either ask me to help you, and ill try my best, or you can go talk to someone. Im ok with helping you, but I can't help you as much as someone in person or over the phone can. Good luck with everything.