Hey everyone
Remember when I was really suicidal? Well, things have changed, alot for me.
Me and my dad have started being well, assholes to each other, and decided to settle things like true men (lol)
We had a good convo and situation dealing going on for about an hour and a half.
I had really thought that he had hate me, but he was really trying to get on my ass so I could get my shit together. But, he soon found out that that shit wasn't working, so we tried something different, and its really working out for the both of us. And then he took me to dinner and bought me a butter finger milkshake.
I was so close guys, so so close to ending my life. But I held a few more days, and this happened.
To conclude, everyone that's suicidal, please just hold on. The future will get brighter, you just need to look for it
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys (especially Church, Queen, and Spire, big huge thanks to your encouragement.)