Well... i started having an extremely bloody nose and started to spit out blood from my mouth. For like half a hour last night. Then i go to get some rest. Then wake up and everything goes to hell in a handbasket. My parents start yelling at one another (tearing my sanity) then they start yelling at me for not doing stuff and thats the reason why they are yelling at one another. (Mind you they never asked for my help). Then they go about tradition and shit. I couldn't give less of a f**k about tradition. It seems f**king unreasonable half the time. I want to f**king die and not have to put up with this bullshit anymore. This issue may seem small but I'm hanging onto a very very fine thread AKA my sanity. So any little minor inconvenience just makes me want to end it.
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0 ups, 4y
I cough blood to, it is scary but what I try to do is I try to not focus on whatβs coming out of my mouth
I wish your parents would support and respect you a lot more, especially since those are your family members. Do you wish you move out away from your parents when you become older also?
*sighs* the one time I had the guts to do it. My friends were the ones talking me out of it. They keep me standing, but thats the entire reason why I want to end it. I don't want to slow/hurt anymore people with my actions
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0 ups, 4y,
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Church...
Doing that would only hurt them more. Think about how much you've helped people
Don't end it... the way i want to die... is just like [REDACTED CUZ OF RVB SPOILERS] die like a hero, die saving my friends. But where am I gonna be able to do that?
