just a pointer. try using a custom made template. personally, i think meme making is a gateway to using computers and electronics... software like krita and blender are completely free, and others like bandicam or fbx recorder have an unlimited free version that lets you take higher resolution screen captures and small video segments.
not trying to advertise here... but there are a number of friendly tutorials guides on the internet. all u gotta do is organize your work into files and folders... notepad++ is also a great way to store ideas...
idk, i hope it helps. tons of free software these days, unlike just 20 years ago. lot of billionaires out there pushing it, even free MIT courses on computer programming if you're really feeling into it.
the internet, full of trolls, actually loves you. happy memeing, friend. peace.