Alright guys, come on

Nope, I’m committing going dead

You don’t have to delete either

I want to commit delete button once again

Ok, that’s it, I’m f**king done

I said I WANT to, not I will. But I so want to press that button again...

I WILL do it if you do

Don't. You're actually respected.

Oh come on. You're respected too

Not really

Well, you may not be respected by others, but you're respected my me

Why? You're a much better user than me-

I was told, by my grandfather before he died to: Never look down or up on others. I treat you as an equal, and I see your potential, others may not, I may be crazy, but I think i see it

Ok thats sad but sweet

I am worthless tho so who cares-

You. Aren't. Worthless.

Yes. I. Am.

You. May. Call. Yourself. Worthless. But. You. Aren't. To. Me.

(I dont know how tf to respond to that) Well I am.

*sighs* take it this way. In who's eyes are you worthless to? Others/yourself, right? Well guess what, WHO cares about how others see you. Don't try to please anyone, you can't, I learnt that the hard way. You need to stop focusing on how others see you, and focus on making yourself feel better and please yourself instead of others.

It's hard to fix a broken person

Let me ask you this: Who broke them?

?

Let me rephrase that: Who broke you?

People who I thought I could trust. "friends", "family" and former "lovers".

Friends: Some people will just be your friends just to use you. I know that from experience, and I know that hurts deeply. I've been stabbed in the back ( kinda literally ) by them, it hurts and you have to move on, and learn to differentiate the two types of friends: those lying bastards and your true friends.

Family: Everytime I get into family reunions and every other day, I go through quite the mental torture. It hurts especially when they use what you trusted them in keeping a secret and you safe, against you. It hurts deeply and you need to let go of that, but thats the hardest thing to do

Lovers: If they only love you because of something you have that they need, dump the bastard. If they cheated on you, well, they are the coward and you aren't, you shouldn't feel that guilty. Funny Thing: My Ex Girlfriend is my Best Friend, and even after the breakup we are still great friends. If there is anything to take from the previous sentence, it is: Love someone that you know will be straight with you when they don't feel ok being in a relationship with you and learn to let go if that happens. Don't learn it the hard way anymore.

There aren't "true friends". Frienship doesn't even exist. I was foolish to think it does.

Family: Literal backstabbers. Would kill you without a second thought.

Lovers: love doesn't exist.

You were brought into this world for a reason: to live your life. We all die one way or another. Ever since I started typing this comment, I'm closer to my death... right? I may die in the next hour, day, week, month, year, or decade, hell whenever I'm gonna die I'll die. But ill be damned if I'm not gonna make every second count. SO, STOP MOURNING OF THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST, AND ENJOY LIFE, AND MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT.

All I see is the past. Who would I be, if I didn't look back? More worthless. It's impossible to enjoy pain.

Friends: You know what? I guess you're right, those 'friends' and 'friendship' things don't exist. How foolish was I to think the guy that had my back since the second grade and helped me in a fist fight with people two grades above me was my friend, how foolish was I to think the guy that took the blame for me when I got the group into the principals office was my friend.

Family: Well, my family would shoot me if they had the chance. To them, im just a disgrace to my family's name.

Lovers: Well, true love won't be found if you search for it. What I've learned is that those who actually love you, will come to you. But that's just me

That's good and all, but it's your life not mine. I wouldn't know. Maybe they're just kind. What would I know? I'm just a weird and sad excuse for a soul.

I waited for love, nothing. I looked for love and was happy, but it was betrayal. It doesn't exist.

You know what. I can't change your mind. You think you're a loser and worthless? I'd say the opposite, but you don't believe that. After all, we're just people on other sides of a glass screen where we can hear one another but never know/see them. For who they actually are. You may not trust me, call me a friend, etc...

But I trust you, and call you a friend. I care about you. Then again, that may just be some bullshit in your eyes.

You dont know how much I want to believe that. But the pain I've felt from trusting people, doesn't feel worth suffering again...

I'd shoot myself if I was lying to you about that. I'd hang myself if I was gonna/did backstab you. I promised the same thing for my irl friends, be damn glad that you're that damn high on my list.

Thank you... it means a lot...

No problem... do you trust me? Do you trust me that I meant every damn word I said... because its true, and NOT fake

I... yes

I trust you

I care about you, more than you would think. You want a virtual hug?

It's comforting to know someone actually cares...

And sure I guess...

*virtually hugs you* I'll be there for you anytime

Thank you. You dont know how much this means to me...

You're welcome. You're feeling better right? I want you to feel better

Yes. Thank you...

*virtually hugs you again* You're welcome. Come speak to me if things are getting rough in your life

Hbu
WE RESPECT YOU TOO

Nah

AAAAAA

?????

you better listen

No

AAAAAAAAAA

=_=

listen
Or I will call you msmg

Still not gonna change my opinion.

LISTEN HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT
YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO US. YOU ARE A SIBLING, YOU ARE A FRIEND, YOU ARE A PARTNER. Do you think we can cope if you leave?
What if I left even though you practically begged me to stay?
How would you feel?
...
DONT.
LEAVE.
You are worth more than anything in this world. So is everyone else. Why?
We are all individual souls, created equally. Our nature is to find friends, and hold on to them.
What happens if you can’t hold on?
Heartbreak.
SO DONT DO IT

Friends aren't real. If they were, why have I lost everyone I considered a friend?

My ted talk continues.
...
Everyone you know as a friend left. Yet you say friends aren’t real. There are unkind people in this world. You considered them friends, but they weren’t friends.
It’s not that there are no friends, you just haven’t met any.
As a matter of fact, you have.
Me, church, and so many others will never leave you, will never abandon you.
We are your friends, and we hope you consider us as your friends.

You guys are people on the internet! I dont know any of you!

At least we’ve talked to you.
At least we’re here for you.
You don’t consider us friends, but we do.

So what? People who hate me have talked to me as well.
You're all behind a wall of glass no one can see through. I dont know any of you. So how could you all be there?
Maybe. I wouldn't know.

You’re missing my point
We won’t give up on you like other people
We respect you and will defend you

What good is defending me? I'll die anyway.
Why not just give up on me? I don't belong here, not on this site, not in earth, not anywhere.

You are a soul that was created for a reason.
To live, and enjoy it. You may not like it, but what will come will be better.

I was created for a reason. To die. Quicker than most. Even if I didn't have depression and anorexia, I'd still die young.
"Better"? You mean more suffering? There isn't anything to come. Just worthlessly living for no reason

To die, you have to live.
God causes us to die if:
We deserved it
He wants us to be with him bcuz we do good deeds
He wants to end your test on earth
He wants to end suffering
...
You know why you’re not dead yet?
You’re not supposed to.

I belong in the deepest pits of hell. My time to die has long passed, but somehow I still haven't.

That’s not possible
And you don’t belong in hell
As long as you believe, you don’t lose hope, you don’t give up, youll be fine

I lost hope years ago. I have faith in our lord, but I've given up on life. I DO belong in hell. I've committed countless sins.

Repent.
Pray.
Saying that you can’t pray cuz you’ve sinned too much is like saying you can’t shower cuz you’re too dirty

I've repented as much as I can, but it still isn't enough
I've prayed, but what good has it done?
I'm still going to burn in the deepest pits of hell either way

How do you know it does no good

I'm just taking a mix of experience and thoughts. But what would I, a pathetic person, know about it?

We are all pathetic, tbh

But me more than most

We are here to live, not to look in the past.
To live, and enjoy every second of it if possible.
If I can’t do that, f**k myself

Living can be looking in the past. What is PTSD? The past.

We are humans, God is God.
He created us equal, individual

What good is being individual? When we die, we're divided into heaven or hell. I'd be sent to hell.

Do want PTSD to control your life?
Then look in the past, you will suffer.
...
But don’t.
Schizophrenia is controlling my life, since it’s all about the present, but I’m doing my best to stop it.
Anorexia, all that shit is bullcrap.
It’s a test, not something to push you out of your faith and hope

I have suffered. That's why I have anorexia. That's why the only emotions I have are anger and depression.

Dude. Ur one of the most respected people on imgflip

No I'm not

I'm literally followed on random people's alts

I respect y- oh wait no I don't lol

Oof

Wot

I'm confused

https://form.jotform.com/202487478225159

My bad

'S aight m8