ooh, my dad wants me 2 get into cross country so i can move around (b/c i gained weight on two trips last yr & have been 30 lbs overweight since).
well gl2u then!
well, i finally went to church on sunday & youth last wednesday, so i was getting out again. but i missed having fun, & they said they'd do stuff this yr b/c of the former lockdown. then there was a game night planned yesterday, so i was looking 4ward 2 going. then on thursday someone in the church (they weren't there on sunday) got the coronavirus, & then they announced there'd b dancing in the event (we all love that), so i rlly wanted 2 go. but on friday my parents decided not 2 let me go b/c my dad's job will fire him if he gets covid. so that was extremely stressful, especially when paired w/ the fact that whenever i try to get to know ppl by having fun, things always have seemed to get in my way 4 the last 10 yrs. it's been rlly annoying, me being an extrovert.
then today i've had just wayy too much stuff to do & i will again tommorow, plus idk how long i'll be in lockdown now. i've essentially got tomorrow (maybe the day after) to finish my science course (i've just gotten on the last module tho)
also, when i went to church, i was having a conversation w/ my friend (who is taking language courses) & made the drastic mistake of telling this to my mom. Now i have another course to take. *slaps myself in the forehead*
plus i'm kinda exhausted b/c 4 most of today i've just been in a bunch of political arguments on here.
"that's not going back past the last 2 days" XD (altered quote from thor ragnarok lol)
tbh i've made foolish choices w/ schooling, & now i can nvr rest anytime soon b/c of it, so that's exhausting. now ik better, but there rlly isn't anything i can do 4 now except keep on doing the right thing & hope things get better nxt yr.