Well, engineer is what I'm going for right now with college, but I really don't think I want to, which is why I have no motivation, but piano tuning is something I'm thinking about, so looking at how to start that, so hopefully it'll get better.
And it's not like I can just magically make myself want to do engineering. I understand stuff is hard sometimes, but whenever I've done hard stuff in the past I've had motivation and all, and I just lack that completely now, so assuming my motivation stayed the same and I continue to pursue engineering, I'd literally flunk all the classes, not because they're hard, but because I don't care.
Oh and like the initial reaction of everyone I talk to about it thinks I'm "so smart" and shouldn't do piano tuning, but that could be it's own book practically, maybe I'll write one someday lol.
