Be afraid be like 3rd4thT. Be scared, pissing your pants whilst huddling in the corner of your basement. Then worry your petty little mind to sleep at nights about when is that orange bad man going to go away and will i ever be safe to leave my basemnt ever again.
Become the kind of person who is afraid to go out into the sunshine because the sun can give you cancer. Or you could just choose to end it all because it feels too you like the horrors will never end and that choice would be doing yourself a favor. You could pass knowing that the world really wont miss you.