My father is a Democrat, yes, and I can describe him the same way as you describe your husband. Well-rounded, IQ of 140-150, and very great person. Me? Not so much. I boil with so much hate for a very broad group of people. Trump, Biden, Alex Jones, CNN, Fox News, MSNBC, OANN. I could go on for the entire character limit of a comment. Let's just say that both Trump and Biden have similarities that I do NOT appreciate.
Basically, I have much hate for a lot of the people in the world. Nothing is good, and everything can go bad. That is what I have gathered from this existence. You are right that perfection is never a goal in life, as it is unobtainable, and those who try have a lot to learn. Neither side would like me, as I am not after power, but the truth.
Being perfectly hones? I hate my existence. I really don't want anyone to end up like I am, hated by both sides because of my beliefs. What most people don't realize is that it takes both sides to destroy our country. You need a Trump, old white guy with sexual assault allegations and a quid pro quo on his resume, and a Biden, old white guy with a sexual assault allegation and a quid pro quo on his resume, to clash in the battle that does not end well for our nation despite who comes out the victor.
Most people also don't get that this isn't "HATE" or "FAKE NEWS", it is just logical reasoning backed up with evidence and facts. Most Reps aren't willing to look at Trump's wrongdoings, and most Dems aren't willing to look at Biden's faults. Simple as that. Almost all of the people in the politics stream certainly aren't looking at what Trump has done wrong, and almost all the people in the politicsTOO stream have no will to look at Biden's faults. They portray their opinions as facts, and that is what blinds them from an obvious truth.
I wish you and those you care about well.