Do Not Presume that B/C of your Many Prayers & The Level of Your Faith. God Will Grant What You Want.

VICTORY NOT GUARANTEED.
It is ofren said that:

"He who kneels before God can stand before anyone"

First this is a wonderful quote, it is very encouraging and it is generally true. Notice I said it is,, "Generaily", true.

The reason why I said that is because there is a prevailing belief amongst us, especially in the Word of Faith movement, that if we believe in what the scriptures says, be it in the court off law or in the inferno of battle, that God will give us victory then He will surely grant it.

There are two problems with this sort of mindset:

1. We presume that He will grant anything
2. If He grants it, we'll likely commend ourselves for it. It's our performance in believing & repetative prayers which obliged God to grant in our favor.

And so what if we lose? And what if He delivers but not in a timely fashion? Does that mean that God broke His promise(s)? Many have left the faith because they think God failed to keep His promises with regard to getting what they desparately want.

The solution is not blindly believing that God will provide nor disbelieving in God's promises, but to trust that God is sovereign in all things.

Please recall in the book of Daniel when King delivered a legal dicate that whosoever fails to bow down to the statue he has erected at an appointed time. the offender will die in a fiery furnance. Notice when asked by the King why, how Shadrach Meshack, and Abednego responded to him:

16 Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, answered and said to the king, O Nebuchadnezzar, we are not careful to answer thee in this matter.
17 If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king.
18 But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up..
- Daniel 3:16-18

Any Word of Faith or any Charismatic infected with the Word of Faith theology would have left out vs 18, because they were taught John 15:14 out of context.

God will indeed give you, what you ask, but notice what else He said: "...in my name". This does not mean that if you use Jesus' name at every end of the prayer it will happen. It is in relation to God's will.

The best sermon I've heard yet is the following video; Paul Washer is a bit intense, but it's extremely good:

I'll Be Honest "Paul Washer Testifies to How God Always Provides" Youtube.com Jan 19, 2011
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8OR61p-gbU

I took the test thing

I'm getting really clove to wanting to leave right about now

Leaving, in relations to the above meme?\

No leaving in relations to death

HI Malon, let me know when you return. I have time but I do need to do things.

Than go do your things I'll be fine

OK, I should be back in a few hours. I'll message here when I'm on.

Ok

Don't get shot like I did😊

was there anything that happened since we've last talked that triggered it?

Yes

OK, what ever it was, think of the people here. Those who in the future needs your help. Push past the circumstances leading to your grief and over come

You keep saying that but nobody needs my help

The reason why I asked is because certain personalities are naturally gifted to certain jobs than the others. What you've just told me is something Introverts excel at. Extroverts can as well, but introverts prefer working alone or in small groups of people.

Now just as there are different types of Extraverts, there are different types of Introverts. Some introverts can work with data, analysis, and numbers (Vet Tech) while others are hands-on (Painting, Music).

Yes I understand that. And it was with colored pencils so it took longer and was harder to do

Nobody as of yet, Malon. Neither of us knows who else is coming to the Suicide_Hotline. But when you're gone, who could help that person better than another who what its like?

I don't but you do

I wish that I didn't know

And think about your family; don't you think by killing yourself would cause them a life time of grief?

Yea I do and I hate thinking about it

But you do now, your words to them can very well save their lives.

But what if noone needs me what if noone comes to there and instead just ends it all lile I should've done in the month that I wad gone

they don't you, as you did not also know me; but what did I do? I came to you, and encouraged you as I am doing now.

It starts with you reaching out to them, showing that you care. And that means a lot to them.

I now but.. nvm

I don't have the strength to fight in anyway any more

Yes you do, think about it, you're still here. And you're talking to me. Right now you're letting his decision influencing you

He should not be your reason to live or die

You have college next yet, and you're only 16; you are very smart and intelligent. There's a reason for that

Yea not the only reason I'm saying that I've been giving up for a while now like 3years to be honest

This f**king bitch. My ex did that to me yet again

I would say just leave him, he's not worth it, but that's up to you. Push past him, don't let his misdeed control your life

I made that meme and he left me

The meme you've just shown me?

Yes

Because you don't know them and they don't know you? Remember what I've said about doing the right thing? You can't ask those you're helping to get help if you're not willing to do it yourself/.

I ment *ex,me*

OK, I'm sorry that you've experienced that; but now you must carry on; he's not worth it

I know I'm done for good this time

No, don't do that; if you give up now, you will be denying others the help they desparately need

Please do this for me; call this number:
1-800-273-8255

THey can help you

If that's a subside hotline number I'm not calling that

Push past your boyfriend, Malon; forget about him. He is just one person, one thing, that has no control over your whole life.

I don't want to talk about him. He killed me from inside out

If you do, please go to this stream imgflip.com/m/Mentor_Stream

Then go to any meme that I've made and post a meme in the comment box and I'll be there

I will think about it

OK

Yep

Then you need to stop thinking aboutr him.

Now three years you've been thinking about it. would you like to talk about that with me?

Talk about what and thinking about what

Why you're thinking about killing yourself for the past three years

That part is fine

You don't want to discuss it?

I don't really care I just don't want to talk about him

What about the other reasons you've had which caused you to think about killing yourself for the past three years?

I was raped two times when I was younger I was in New York City and Los Angeles when it happened

OK, I'm very sorry that you've experienced that.

One main reason why I'd like you to go to the mentor stream and post a meme in the comment section is so thaet we can talk privately about it

Why should I hide. There's nothing to hide here to see useless depressed girl who is wanted to kill herself for the past 3 years has kept her feelings in for the past 7 years and doesn't give a damn about what anybody thinks she just wants to end it completely without a care in the world just end it

OK, you are good at art, specifically painting, music, and a veterinarian... all three are hands-on professions but the third requires a lot of biological training.

Would you say that yoiu are an introvert or an extrovert?

Extrovert most of the time but on a rare occasion I can be shy at firt

Personalities can include a bit of the other. If you feel rejuvinated or energized by meeting people, you're generally an extrovert, but if large crowds or parties tended to drain you, and you get reenergised by being lone in a quiet environment, then you're generally an Introvert.

The following is one of the best you can take. You can take a quick test and see more accurately what kind of extroverf you are. Answer it as honestly as you can; not in terms of what you should do, but what you most would do most likely.

When you get your result, it will feature the strength and weaknessess of your personality, and the kind of job amd career the given personality type generally excel at.

I suggest you take it multiple times just to be sure. And if you repeatedy get the same result, then that would most firmly establish what you really are.

If you want to do a more thorough test, you can do that, but for that you'll have to pay $130 for it and it includes more questions for better accuracy.

I'll be gone for half a day; if you have questions feel free to ask it.

https://www.16personalities.com/

Thank you so very much you have been a big help these past few days and if you would like i would be more than happy to show you my results

I apologize for the delay, a friend of mine came over.

OK, Have you in the past taken Myers Briggs personality test?

No

Malon, you're very welcome; you don't have to show it to me. But the result, did it affirm your previous thoughts about yourself and, is it helping you decide upon the the three prospective maiors you've had in mind?

I am an entainter btw

Nope

Oh, right, that's your personality. I am a Mediator.

That is, a skill that you can provide for buyers and consumers that they want. If you're good at teaching for example, people woiuld want that so they would hire you, depending on the subject that you're teaching.

Iff you are a good dancer, and that there are people who wants to see a good dance performance, then they would pay to see a dance performance. But the most successful of teachers and dancers are not just good but one of the best in their chosen profession

Yea

Entertainer; now that I think requires definite mastery over it. Have you received any lessons on your type of entertainment whether it is siniging, dancing, illusions, or instrumentals?

Not really

It would be a good idea to find the most reputable trainer/coach for your choice of career, if you've decided to go through that avenue.

You could also ask the feedback from your family to your teachers, ones you trust, to tell you what they think. Constructive criticism is a must (there's a difference between criticism and constructive criticism as the latter not only points out error but why it is so, and the solutions to the problem); the more you get, the better.

But should you learn that you cannot be a singer for example, either because you can't hold a high note, or lack vocal range, have a fall-back plan. You're an Entertainer, there should be other jobs in relations to it. From what you've shown me, you've done a masterly job in painting.

And, you've also had in mind, a Vetarinarian Tech. You have a heart for mending animals; that humane passion can drive you though veterinary school, and have a job, as.

Hi Malon, I'm here. Are you ready to tallk?

Umm. I don't know

I didn't mean to convey that you were; but merely to acknowledge that the telling of it is not easy; and the one thing that is with victims of rape is the shame that they typically feel.

Many felt guilt as to why they did not do more to stop their attacker, and many after the fact feel very dirty and used. They fear the judgment of others, including their own families and friends. The feeling and depth of shame is such that many years would go by until they could no longer stand it.

Yes. Thank you

Before I go on, I want to thank you for making that decison to hold on. With that, I know this is hard to do. I've learned that most feel shame in the telling of it.

I ain't no scaredy b**** I'll tell you whatever you want to know not trying to be rude or anything but the truth so you have any questions just let me know and I'll answer it the best that I can

Ok gimme like an hour or so cuz I gotta go get something

I take it that the two are polar opposites of each other?

What two?

OK, I'm back. How are you so far, Malon?

Im good

The two things you couldn't decide on which to major in for college or university.

Yea there is three things I'm trying to deside on

Oh, what's made you laugh? :)

Lots of things

You're welcome, Malon.

Lol

A lot of things you need to do?

No I just went to the other side of my house for water

OK, Ill be here.

Ok thank you I really appreciate it

There are kids here who would use sensitive information like yours to make fun of it or use it to bully them,

But mine is true

I see. You'll have time. Going to college or university, you'll be required to do and complete your general education requirements. Not only that, some of the classes unrelated to general education classes are required for both majors, but that depends on the two that you want to major in.

Yea

Understood. With being an Artist, it is one of the most insecure jobs on the job market but that level of realism in your artsitry is most marketable.

What do you mean marketable?

I was going to point out that the best jobs are the ones you're good at, not just what your passionate about.

There are, for example, a lot of people who have a passion for singing, but as you can see watching "American/British Got Talent", not all of them can sing well.

Oh ok well thank you. I will be gone for a while so plz don't be worried

And you're equally good at both of them?

Im not for sure

I finished this a week ago

Because of Trolls. They'll use your information to ridicule you or to spread false information about you..

Good let them do that it'll gimme another reason to go

OK, I'm glad to hear it. I'll be here for a while when you need me

Ok. And the three majors that I have to chose from are art, music ( because I great my own),and a vet tech

OK, are either one of the prospective majors a hobby of yours?

It's just a hobby I am self taught

I'm glad to hear it. Off topic, so you're going to college next year, have you chosen a major yet?

Sadly no because I would have to chose between two thing that I am really in to and I really lile

Malon. can you do this for me? Please wait for five days; please use that time to talk to your trusted friend(s) or family. And what you've just told me, please tell them that too.

I want to talk to you more on what you've revealed to me. Are you comfortable talking aboout it now?

I will try maybe not my hardest but I'll try

Im busy and am going to sleep after swimming but I will talk to you tomorrow let me know when you are free

I'm free at any time. But, I want to be sure of this, will you keep yourself safe for a few days more?

You'd like to be a photographer?

Ugh no I drew that

When you have a chance, I suggest you erase that sensitive information you've just told me.

Why?

I must say, that is quite impressive. Do you have more examples of your artwork?

Yes but my art work is something that I don't really like showing people. No hard feelings

No one will doubt that, but the same kids I'm talking about will use it against you. They're Trolls. they do not care who they hurt.

So that no one can easily see what you do not want seen.