Ya'll, I'm so sorry. I went through some stuff as well, but not nearly as serious. I understand, (or am trying to) what some of ya'll feel, and all I can say is that it will get better, and that if you need anything, someone to talk to, someone to help in any way, we are all here. We are the IMGflip family, and we got each others backs. What happens here, we can only remember, so we will help you through if we can. I don't know if it's a helpable situation, but I can guarantee that the community we (especially you two) have built would not be the same without you guys. Everyone matters. I'm sorry if this sounded super annoyingly positive, I understand that can be a thing sometimes. But keep with it, and please do whatever you feel comfortable doing to get better. It's a long road to the top, but you don't have to do it by yourself.