Trust me on this: no matter how creepy someone else tells you that you are, there is always someone who will be into it. Three years from now your whole life will be different, and it will change drastically almost every year after that.
And if you're the one telling yourself that you're very creepy, that's a choice. You can continue doing that if you want to be left alone, or if you're afraid others won't accept you, or you can decide to change it. It's super common for people your age to change big time between school years.