Mmmm yes and no. I mean that as I was attracted by satanist-y things. For example an animator I followed, instagrams-ers, the ‘religion’ itself, or people had told me of them. I almost attempted to actually convert but it’s, different and dark....
So I went off to other religious views because I knew so little, yet knew ABOUT others just never put the effort to actually research, until, I found Hindeism to fit me despite the fact I started the journey with a naive blind fold. I gotta say, it really rings to me though.