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I'm 43, pretty much went through the same shit when I was in school, and looking back, those were THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE (0.o).
I will say this: the bullying pretty much goes away. You WILL meet someone who will want to kiss you, and make love to you, someday. I was 20 when I lost my v-card. I had begun to think it would NEVER happen. But it did. And she wasn't the only one I was with.
Your username has me thinking you're probably a girl. I may not be the best person to give this advice (being a man), but don't be in a rush to have sex. I heard that 90% of women DID NOT ENJOY their first time (it didn't specify what percent regretted it, and what percent were indifferent to the experience). I'm sure a big part of it was the guy. Also, it can involve some pain or discomfort due to stretching of the va**nal walls and/or the tearing of the hymen. A woman should BE SURE her first partner will make EVERY EFFORT to not just reduce her discomfort but increase her pleasure as well. Unfortunately, there's no sure way to know that a guy will do right by you. The best you can do is take the time to REALLY get to know him.
And if you're a guy: Oops! My bad!
