hi Heavencanwait, thanks for asking! I am having an extremely diffcult time, there is almost a standstill in my life and I feel paralyzed and am nearly unable to work (a doctor would probably diagnose me as having a burnout, but actually it is PTSD). This is terrible, especially when there is so much work waiting for you. I'll go to bed now and hope that tomorrow will be a better day (somtimes it changes from day to day). Have a nice evening and a good night and thanks again for asking (and digging out this very old post)!